Does anyone else lie in bed at 2:30am filled with the crippling fear that they’re never going to accomplish anything in life and fail miserably or is that just me
I’ve come to realize that I don’t have friends.
Everyone has a group and I don’t.
It shouldn’t bother me because I’m going to college but it does.
I have my 2 ‘best friends’ who just hang out with each other and include me about 9% of the time.
Then there’s the people that I love love love and want to spend time with, but they don’t want me. They have their own little groups that only hang out together and since I’m an outsider to that group, I can’t hang out with them.
It’s been like this since I was little.
And apparently “you make your best friends in college”, but I’m honestly afraid that it’s going to be just like high school…and I’m going to spend all my free time alone in my dorm.
Go for someone who is proud to have you.Frank Ocean (via fldovr)
16: Talk about the best party you ever went to.
My sister’s 21st birthday party was my favorite I think. We went bar hopping on North Gate and she was so so drunk and we ended up meeting up with these two guys that my sister went to school with from Kindergarten to senior year and it was just a lot of fun.
24: Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.
Mr. Chuter wrote a letter of recommendation for me and he read it aloud to me before he sent it in…and the things he said about me made me feel so reassured as an actress. For he longest time, I felt like I only got roles in shows because I was tall enough for the part, didn’t have conflicts, etc. But hearing his honest opinion of me and my acting verified that I do have talent. It meant a lot to me.